a message to those who know the truth

Truth is hard to find and you will never begin beleive how much bullshit is placed right before our fragile eyes. From the moment we are born we are exploited and told how to live our lives, what to want, who to talk to, what to do. When your sitting on the edge of a cliff on your own in the dark with noone left but your insecurities do you take the easy way out and jump? Or do you turn back start a fire, and wait it out until sunrise brings the new day? I'm sick of being told, being influenced by people who have no idea, i watch great human beings sink into sand because others are pulling them down and i can't help but yell until i can't yell until i can't breathe until i can't hear any bullshit, any bullshit.

drop

reapers ran through my mind,
yellow strands of sunset glowing stood still,
at the tip of my tongue i shattered the skies
and the way-ward whispering of fault howled like a wolf's lonely tears.

blur is time

nights and days

ive been spending time with different types of people frequently and i love the mix. new friendships are growing and its truely more satisfying than i ever imagined. work will be hard these two weeks but i'm confident it will be worth it, whether the money's spent on a camera, car, or holiday. i just can't wait for the future, i really can't.

healthy advice

"Let's not be narrow, nasty, and negative." -TS Elliot

effects

a friend of mine

confinement

theres always a part of me kept away for noone to hear or see, it comes out at night and cries like a wolf until the moon puts its spell on and i fall into dreamstate. another day drifts away and the sand between my toes hardens, another layer shades the ever so faded glimpse of whatever it is that makes me, myself.

bang

just finished my qcs exams, almost there.